last day...

my heart beating at my throat as the hours crawl by...

my palms are sweating and my ears are burning...

as I walked towards the door, tears well up in my eyes...

yes, today is the last day of work at blue... As much as I keep complaining about how much I hate work and how horrible it is... but really... it has become a place of familiarity and warmth... Learnt much, seen much, and done much, this past few months have made a joke out of my time in poly... I really wanted to walk over just to say good bye... but I was afraid to cry in front of everyone... and so I turned my back and walked away...

but the wheel of life continues to turn...

the inevitable shall come...

and it will pass in time to come...

who knows what the future will hold for me...

Deleting this blog didn't make much of a difference... I still have no life... at least this blog helps me to have an easier lack of a life...

1. What cosplays have you done?
Vampire Knight, Strawberry panic...

2. When was your first event?
dunno... forgot alr...

3. What are your favorite costumes?
anything that exposes alot of nice legs...

4. Do you have any cosplay idols?
a few...

5. What is your first costume?
VK day class uniform...

6. Did you enter any contests?
nope... what for? its something i do for fun...

7.Do you prefer to do group cosplay or solo?
Solo, own time own target, no pressure, no time wasted...

8. Do you believe love in cosplay?
i suppose love can be found anywhere...

9. What are your upcoming cosplay plans?
moar Xdress stuff...

10. What are your dream cosplays?
Bridget...

11. Tag 5 friends to do this quiz:
whoever that wants to do this...

Letters from a dear friend

I promised myself I will not let myself be crushed by the same stone, not to crash and burn into the one brick wall...

So why do I still keep those 3 letters?
Why did my tears inexplicably fall when I read them once again...

Stupid stupid man...

I will not allow myself to fall.

First week of work

The first week of work has gone by and I've,

used company facilities like its my house,

been late for work,

come to work at the latest acceptable time when i'm not late,

settled in comfortably,

not smoked or drank alcohol,

played pool at work.

I think I like it here...

Today at work, I was expected to take an 80kb flash banner and make it fit inside 30kb, this task was affectionately termed "miracle". When I finally downsized it to 44kb, the project manager said this "awwwww... no miracle?" and gave me the puppy eyes...

nice?

today on skype...

Katherine Knox
12:15 AM
Hi! Remember me?
Lin Congzheng
12:17 AM
no
Katherine Knox
12:17 AM
How you can forget me?
I want to meet with you.
u can see my photos at http://lead-trix.com/profile/?uid=1287
Lin Congzheng
12:17 AM
who the fuck are you
12:17 AM
go away and never disturb me again

I love the feeling of hot pants, so damn sexy, the attention, the stares, double takes and shy curiousity, all part of the fun...

Up was good... no spoilers here... but it was so touching, Ah ling had to hear me cry... meh... defiinitely one of the better shows I've watched this year... yes... its that good... although... some parts don't make sense?

help I'm alive my heart keeps beating like a hammer...

I think i'm attracted to someone now... how?